Difficulty in breathing now!

Yes! As stated in the title, i am having some difficulty in breathing now and i don't know why. It is because of blocked nose or something you might ask but i don't really think so too. My chest feels damn tight now and feel like dying at this instant. Maybe asthma? But i don't have a history of asthma! Gahs screwed it.. i will turn better after a while.. it just happened after my nap. I think i will start breathing through my mouth cause it makes my feel better by abit.

-gasp-

Feel like i am underwater struggling yet i am on land.

Back to the day, went back to school for java last lesson. Gone through the past year papers and apparently the lecturer is scaring us with the fail module thingy which it seems it is not working on me cause i am prepared to fail some of my modules for sure. I don't think god can even help me this time cause i am seriously screwed this time round. The result of lepaking around too much can be disastrous.

Comm skill exam is due at next friday. I seriously gotta buck up for modules i think i can score so that i wouldn't be so screwed up when i get my results back! So jiayous to me and i wish all my friends to do well in their whatever exams which are coming soon too! GOOD LUCK AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU! -cross fingers-

Missed it again!

Yes i am now at home while i should be at school! My next lesson is at 11am and i am going for it now~ update more when i come back.. think i have things to write about this time round =)

Back for more updates:
Went to school for database presentation.. can say kind of screwed up cause i didnt really know what to present.. just anyhow click on the file and see whether anything will come out anot will do HAHA.. luckily it ended pretty soon.. then after database, lunched and went for comm skills lesson.. was quite a short one anyway.. just going through answers on the past year paper and nothing much.

Trained back to woodlands and shopped around with nigel before him leaving and training back to yck to meet up with his gf.. so came back and settled down for awhile before going to cwp again to meet up with secondary school friends to celebrate jia min's birthday. ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA MIN!

So now i am back home.

Now playing; Mariah Carey: Bye Bye
Didn't know why everything turned out this way, maybe we are just aren't fated to be together and we can only be friends. Although it's just for that short moment, i treasured every second and moment being together with you. Hope everything will just turn out for the better by itself and let fate decide our future.

Elated yet confused?

Received the call from brandon at 10 plus saying that COS is cancelled.. this means i don't have any lesson for the day anymore and yes i didn't go school today.. i don't know why i am starting to miss schooling while the semester is already ending soon and exams are coming.. maybe i am just escaping from reality and not accepting the fact that exams are just round the corner.. i gotta tell myself to start studying and really HIT the books now! =.= (Doesn't seems to be working although i keep saying it)

More updates on the day:

Just now went down to buy dinner.. my neighbour was feeding her baby around the corridor and saw me walking pass and said "you cut hair ar?".. like yes? (cut for almost 2 weeks already?).. then i replied "very short ar?".. she said i look nicer with longer hair.. anyway i think so too and i think i am just letting my hair grow till the length i am satisfied with before having the next cut.. recently hopping back to ps2 games.. cause i am deprived from audi.

LOTR: The Third Age

Legend of Legaia 2: Duel Saga

I am half-way through LOTR and just now i just died without saving the game (not being able to save anyway).. this means i have to play all over again.. i am now at helm's deep fighting loads of uruk-hai and it's like DAMN fun cause i am kicking their asses.. i died because they used moves which could stun you and making you unable to move (cheater bugs).. if you don't know what i am mentioning above never mind =D (come back for the next post for more updates then, happy reading~)

SHISHA!

Yeah.. went to haji lane.. tried shisha for the very 1st time.. kinda fun siak.. puffing smoke out of your mouth without getting addicted (it's bad for health, doesn't harm to try anyway).. everyone left off early leaving me, fen and brandon. (once again?) I think i am kinda troubled recently and that explains what happened yesterday anyway. Paiseh if i had made a fool of myself lah. (Think i lost control of my emotions too). So took 1N back and waited for the 1st train alone.. luckily there was my mp3 to accompany me if not i think i will die of boredom cause i waited for almost 1 hour for the 1st train (didnt wanted to spend on taxi cause i want to buy more useful stuff for myself!)

Think thats about all for yesterday. To think of it, i think there won't be any more DMD lesson right? That means if i don't go for PD again, school starts at 3pm for me and end at 5pm. =D (Wondering should i sleep in AGAIN or attend the lesson?) It's also the last week as study week is the week after this coming one. =)

Good news of the day!

One good news for myself before i even start blogging.. i don't have to repeat my dmd practical test means i don't have to wake up so early tomorrow for lesson and i can sleep in once again! (Even there is lesson i will also be late so make not much of a difference for me either). Today is java day as usual.. i think is the last lesson for this semester already as we will be revising on the topics tested next week i think.. gonna fail terribly for java for sure.. the paper is like damn hard lah!

Haiz tomorrow is all lecture and no tutorial.. kinda sick of tutorial (maybe cause i missed too many lectures in the first place.).. craving for popcorn now in the middle of the night~

Going out during the weekends keeps me occupied and not think of too many crappy stuffs. =)

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My mum is trying to sell her things online.. so yeah.. below is the thing she wanna try out to sell before deciding whether she wanna open a blogshop. The price of the item below is still negotiable so yeah contact me if you want the bags @ 98836100 or pm me in msn.

Handmade bamboo bag @ $45 only

Furry furry bag @ $25 only


Black Pouch @ $25

Till the next post.

I think i had gone overboard on my previous post. So yeah think i will just stop here.

Yeah right.

Bitchy bimbotic bitch bitching on her bitchest bitchy blog. You wouldn't be the only one in this world with a temper.. so what makes you really think that you are being liked by more people than people who really hates you? Sometimes the things you do amuses me and you really think it's funny? You think just by scolding vulgarities people will like focus their attention on you and make you really STAND out of the crowd? Sometimes i really pity you and i think you don't even know what you are doing most of the time. Looking childish is definitely better than you being and acting childish. Since i think you don't really do soul-searching, i don't see the point of argueing with you anymore. =)

Despite being one of the youngest, you don't really give respect to people who are older than you and you think they are like really playing with you. I think kids would always be kids and they would never change until they reach their certain age. So what even you flare your temper in front of the class, do you really think people would even care? I think you have more of a attitude problem than me seriously. Why don't you ask yourself deep down in your heart (if you have one in the 1st place that is?).. the things you said really makes sense? I think you are the one who is more of not acting like your age more than i do. You keep giving me the image of a 3 year old kid throwing tantrum and just learning to scold vulgarities. Maybe i think just because your parents didn't teach you some manners before leaving the house? So yeah, i think you don't really take people's words to heart so no point telling you so much on the faults i find in you.

All right, THAT'S IT!

All right.. anyone out there who is having a problem with me.. you can just say it in front of my face.. i don't think there is a need to say it behind people's back cause i think that's seriously too cowardly of you.. if you don't dare to step up and say what you want to say.. then you better keep your mouth shut before i come and shut it up for you! =) (I don't wish to make things ugly but if i have to I WILL)

I seriously don't think i would even care having a friend like you who talks behind people's back. Anyway and one more thing, sometimes i think you should also take a look at the mirror before commenting about others and do some soul-searching if you would. I have my own freedom to do whatever i want to do and you have no control over it. I am not going to change it just because of some stupid comment you have given me. I am the way i am and if you are not happy with it, just disappear in front of my face and i would just treat it that you never existed in this world; being my FRIEND. Pfft.

Anyway i don't wish to dampen the mood of my readers just because of some silly people who doesn't do some soul-searching before they talk.

Back to the day, went to marina square for lunch first and went to walked around the mall with RDM clique. Then jaron had to leave first due to some band stuff so eleanor and me went to plaza sing to shop around. She was like searching for a harvest sack so we went around searching for it.. didn't found any nice ones in plaza sing so we went to bugis to continue searching.. yeah found one billabong bag which costs like 60? (Kinda worthwhile i think anyway).. it's kinda hard to get one nice one in these days.. so yeah.. didn't bought it cause due to $$ constraint once again (student's agony).

Photo of the day.

Some very big magnum ice cream in dhoby ghaut mrt station

Miniature asian food display in OG's toy department

Yesterday, my mum bought this small rubic cube keychain for me which is like kinda random cause i am not really a rubic cube's person. So yeah decided to hang it at my bag. (Don't ask me to play with it cause i seriously don't know to change it to it's original form once it turns messy x.x)

Omg!

Just came back from woodlands centre.. bought 1 skinnies and 2 polo tee like below $50 only! YES below $50.. you may think that the design is quite sucky for the price but i think their design isn't that bad after all (i have taste ok!).. maybe different people would have different views on fashion and dressing.. so yeah.. went to eat at the hawker centre.. come to think of it.. i think the hawker centre is as old as singapore already.

Cause during my mum's secondary school times it already existed means which is like about 30 years ago and i am like 18 years old now.. so it makes the hawker centre around 40 plus years old.. one of the stall holder still recognises my mum although it's like sooooo many years already! The food there is quite nice too and CHEAP! (But the sugarcane is too sweet. x.x).

So yeah short update for now.. going out with RDM clique tomorrow like after soooo long! more picture updates tomorrow i think. For now, i will stop here. =) (Anyway, it's my brother's birthday today and i haven't wish him yet. I have no intention though.)

NOTICE!
Erm who have these 2 songs can send me?

蔡旻佑- 我回来了

This is the theme song for the channel U 10pm show.

我知道我变漂亮了- 石欣卉

WHAT THE HELL?!

So here i am in my DMD lab.. and i purposely came early (although still late) for the 1st time and there was no lesson!.. the fact that they have taught finish everything in the semester and this period is just for students to hand in their projects which i haven't even started on it lah.. so let's not mention it.

Next time i think i won't make the effort to come early already.. now is like damn sian lah when everyone also have something to do while i am stoning here blogging and surfing.. anyway damn audi cause the latency problem is at it's third day and i still can't seem to get in audi.. (speechless).

I will try to see what i can update later part of the day.. so for now i will end here! =)

Mayhem during database lecture.. here is katrine playing with my phone camera

BATman!

Yeah went to school late once again (expected right?) and there was test again which i didn't know beforehand.. java java java.. fail fail fail.. got 45% out of 100% even after the 2nd attempt so yeah.. FAILED! =(

Went to AMK hub for movie after school.. so as the title says BATman.. the movie overall was damn nice.. the explosion in the movie really damn zai wor.. like BOOM BOOM BOOM, i want you in my room (no link HAHA!).. yeah some quotes in the movie really made a deep impression on me and i am going to quote them when i remember what they were later.. stm acting up again. (Come back for more updates)

Bought mos burger beforehand cause i eat a lot! And the popcorn wasn't enough for me for sure lah! Like duh.. so munch munch munch during the movie.. seriously i need to eat something during movie time so that i can really enjoy the movie to the maximum! This is my way of enjoying movie and so don't try to correct me! =) The popcorn was SWEET and you know why? See for yourself..

There is this super big rock sugar or caramel in it and i almost ate it!

So now i am in my mum's clinic blogging here.. recently i keep forgetting to bring my house keys and i have to come to the clinic where my mum works to get my house keys.. it has been the 3rd day like this already i think.. stm is acting up recently maybe cause i didn't have enough sleep or didn't sleep well every night.. i also just cut my hair and really i think now i look more like a xiao di than last time.. will take a picture when i get home.

Yeah i am back and here is the photo of my new haircut..
From this..



To this..

I think i have found a reason to write you a love song.
xoxo

Excited! =(

Just when i thought audition had new patch and there is new songs coming out..

This came


Like damn it! Gahs anyway i am feeling sleepy and i am going to take a afternoon nap as no one is at home now and i can sleep all i want without being disturbed (Parents usually come back around 9 plus or 10 plus.) so yeah i may come back to update when i wake up.

And audition better be ready for me! =)

Back for more updates..

So my mum just came back from work and said somebody complained about her.

The incident goes like this.. my mum is working as a clinic assistant and she is those that registers patient's particular and give patients medicine those kind lah.. so this guy which is about 20 or 21 came and said his father is manager of some some company and wanted to do claiming so that he can see doctor for free i think.. after consultation.. medicine is prescribed ma then my mum accidentally gave him a tub of used cream or something cause she didn't notice it was used before as it was placed nicely under the shelf.

Then he complained to the boss through an email without letting my mum know lah of course ( like one coward like that i would say.).. then her boss called and asked her about the incident.. the boss didn't really scold her and said nowadays kids are like that cause they think they studied a lot and can sue people already? (Stupid mentality and OF COURSE i am not one of them).. so the boss just said call them back and appologise to them.

Personally i think the guy is nuts because he complained when the clinic even offered to make a change for the medicine prescribed.. i think maybe he is just plain lazy to head back to the clinic to make the change and decided to make a mountain out of a molehill. IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS.. YEAH SCREW YOU! Like one idiot like that! How i wish this world have lesser this kind of people and more of people like me! =)

HAHA.. JUST KIDDING! Yeah back to topic anyway.. today i was late for lesson once again and this time i was 3 hours late cause my lesson starts at 8am and i reached around 1130pm.. i didn't knew there was database test and i even thought of not coming to school for the day as it was only 2 hours of lesson left even if i go.. but in the end.. i still went lah.. luckily the test was mcq and so i tikam tikam tikam (some answers of course got search online lah).

Loads of presentation next week and projects needed to be handed in.. I think i am going to flunk my common test very badly if i still continue to be late for lessons.. and one more thing is although i didn't attend so many of my lectures i haven't even get one warning letter.. i seriously hope they don't "d-bar" me from exams without even letting me know lah!

Audi still isn't ready for me yet! =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINE TEO!

It's July 15! And it's our dear katrine teo's birthday..

Personally i love this photo cause it's taken by me and edited by me!

Imagine having your face smashed into the cake during your birthday.. it should look something like... THIS :D

I knew you had fun today right! HAHA.. fen made a card for her and that card seriously is MADE by her cause she has the best looking photo in the card while others look abit weird? See for yourself!

Anyway i found out that i am always late for certain time of the week.. as in those kind which are very very very late ones and not those less than an hour.. like tuesday, wednesday and friday.. i think i had been late for these few days lesson for 3 consecutive weeks already and i don't know why. (Maybe it's just my laziness ._.)

I have many addiction recently which i can't possibly name it all out here cause i have stm.. so i just gonna name one and it's POPCORN!

Although i still prefer those in cinema ones especially the one in cathay! But then i can't possibly buy them all the time so i just buy packed ones. Just bought this at the nearby mama shop at the neighbourhood.. the shop is like those super old school ones with the fan spinning at the top of the shop ones! Will take some pictures of it if i still remember.

Weekend is movie time with friends! =)

Ironman Part II

Ok went to lau pa sat for supper (Dinner?).. i am really bad with singapore roads and i just found it out yesterday cause i was lost even with the help of the directory.. HAHA.. so in the end nice brandon and meifen came to the mrt station to pick me up.. so paiseh siak! So long since i last went lau pa sat..

Here are some of the pictures taken during the supper

So after the meal, brandon, fen and I decided to go watch hellboy 2 at plaza sing.. trained there and watched the movie at 1220.. the movie is damn nice! (Although it's $10 ticket but yeah.. it was quite worth it though).. so took 1N back to yishun with them and cabbed back.. kinda ex to take cab during midnight SERIOUSLY x.x .. reached home around 4am plus and is like damn tired cause i slept also around this timing the previous morning gahs.. eyebags coming back again =(

Some photo taken in plaza sing
Elmo with cookie monster body..
RDM peeps.. remember this place anot! XD
Used to slack here like nobody's business

Ok there maybe presentation for me tomorrow for personal development as it is a poll.. i wish i don't get chosen tomorrow so that i will have one more week to do it.. HAHA.. the project i can say is it is damn retarded and seriously i have no mood of presenting it.. hope i don't get chosen tomorrow.

Ironman

Righttttt.. went to ton yesterday in various lan shops with qh and random FAM members (in short; online friends).. wasn't as fun as expected it to be and yes.. went back at the time when they said they wanted to have supper at geylang about 4am in the morning.. so me and qh walked to somerset to see when was the first train operating at.. it was 6.08am and it's only about 5 plus when we reached there.. went to the mac nearby and had breakfast there.. so we decided to go to chambers sitting the first train back.. the train wasn't as empty as we thought it should be although we were like bouncing.. upon reaching marina bay.. IT'S TYPICALLY A EMPTY TRAIN SEE THIS!

Camwhored abit while we were in the mrt.

He refuses to take picture with me. =(

Gone siao after not sleeping for one day. Lols

Hmm.. trained back to yishun and walked to chambers.. chat chat chat on the way there.. played about 2 to 3 hours there before heading to chong pang for another breakfast session (i think i can really eat ._.).. took 969 to admiralty.. and yeah 912 back home.. and yeah i slept inside the bus and my head keep hitting the window cause i have no control of my head while i am sleeping.. i think i look stupid in front of the other peeps in the bus but who cares! I was tired what! WHO NEVER SLEEP IN BUS BEFORE YOU TELL ME LAH!

Came back.. bathed and poof to bed i go.. like damn tired now still.. going to lau pa sat for dinner with poly clique later.. maybe there will be photos updated.. i think my blog is getting more boring by the day. But then neh mind.. love me for who i am and not what i am =)

One more thing before i go.. BIG THANKS to qh for accompanying me to meet FAM peeps and coming out in the middle of the night suddenly and lying to his mother saying he have overnight practice of robotics or what-so-ever shit to accompany me. HAHA! =)

-Ordered egg mcmuffin wrongly instead of sausage mcmuffin -.-

Mini Shopping

Late for make up comm skill lesson today.. forgotten there was even make up lesson for today.. learned exceptions in java lesson today.. wasn't really listening during lecture time.. kat drew this portray of me.. which look kinda retarded part of me.

I seriously look retarded in this photo.

Unicorn in the making? Random enough

Went to far east today with kat only.. everyone else had something else to do.. took 162 which is like damn longgggg for it to reach far east although it stops at the entrance.. it took us 1 hour to reach there! Went there in search of my chosen specs! Didn't came home empty handed luckily. (Grins :O)

Will be wearing it tomorrow to school~

And please peeps stop asking me "A! you got wear specs one meh?" or "i thought you perfect eyesight one!".. To inform you all beforehand I AM JUST WEARING FOR THE FUN OF IT.

Ask me this kind of question is retarded if you are my friend cause you should know me better than anyone else! I may poke you with my keys if you ask this kind of question (just kidding or maybe not?)

I have a feeling that i will definitely be late tomorrow for lesson once again and i will meet someone special tomorrow (this is random thought though).. don't know why sia! Ok enough for the randomness already.. having a lot of strange thoughts right now and i feel like spamming here in my blog for the very first time.

Yes indeed time definitely can change a person 360. Sometimes how i hope time will stop at some point in time in my life so that the things i liked so much wouldn't change and would remain beside me forever. However this could never happen no matter what.. Sometimes how i wish things would always remain the same as they were before. Friends.. Family.. loved ones.. they sure make the greatest impact on everyone's life.. i definitely miss my RDM clique! Although we are already not as close as we were before but i sure hope they wouldn't forget the peeps in the clique.. reminds me of the olden days in gelare where we slacked and laughed like there is no tomorrow! =))))

I guess things would never go back the same way as we want all the time. =/

Sad-ed.. emoism rules my world now

Sleepyhead!

Just came back from AWE outing.. kinda stupid if you want me to say it.. so let's just skip that part.. yupp didn't take any photo and ya that's all for the day =.=
(I don't wish to say anything so that we wouldn't quarrel over stupid stuff)

Just came back and finished that stupid personal development homework.. took about 3 hours to complete it.. it's retarded cause i asked my mum to take photo of me studying ._.

Yeah bathed after doing finish the personal development.. while waiting for my hair to dry before i go to bed..

Camwhored as usual..



Gonna sleep already.. Bye bye!

Quote of the day: A apple a day makes the doctor jobless someday

Sorry!

Ok sorry for not updating quite a period of time.. wasn't that busy anyway.. just didn't felt like blogging that's all.. went out to meet online friends yesterday.. overall was quite fun as i get to know MORE friends!.. and this time i am still the oldest of them all.. as usual.. went to bugis to meet them.. had dinner and walked around.. didn't really do anything much then went to one of the void deck there in boon keng to slack during the night and chatted.. it's really wu lu (deserted should be the correct word?) there siol.. cause i had never been there before and the place really is OLD SCHOOL sia.. with all the shops still at the 80's or 90's style.. really brings back alot of memories during my childhood times.. reminds me of where my grandmother's area.. misses the western food there too!

Anyway wouldn't be going to school tomorrow cause i am GOING out.. kinda sick of school nowadays with all the projects piling up and me not even clearing one in any time soon.. outright procrastinator yeah? SIANsation; i would describe my life.. gahs curses! ._.

The next big thing!

All right peeps, this is the next big thing i am going to get.. IT'S A CAMERA~

Sony T70
Although this is not really a new model but the design of the camera is kinda nice! So thats why i am deciding to get this.. wondering i should get it during the end of year IT fair or just buy it before that.. hmm.. Considering still.

Recently kinda broke too.. it's like so damn hard to save up nowadays.. expenses are way too high! I need to eat lesser so that my stomach wouldn't go out of shape (Been eating really ALOT nowadays!).. I really want the camera so badly and i am going to save up no matter what!

Wa lao!

Yes here i am in the school lab and i just got the news that i failed another test again.. imagine almost the whole class passing their test with flying colours and me failing like one dog like that.. =.=

Gahs f*** it la! I really hate my course now and i cant do anything about it now.. life really sucks to the core now.. and i am feeling damn lethargic nowadays even i am like having enough sleep everyday

Ok i will tell myself that i will pass every module by the end of this semester and I WILL DO IT! Screw the tests and I KNOW I WILL PASS THEM WITH FLYING COLOURS! Yes Jiayous to me =D

hmm i wonder?

Hey do we poly students still celebrate youth day? CAUSE next monday is youth day and secondary school students doesn't have to go school! If it really is, i don't need to hand up by PDP! But it's highly unlikely it would be youth day for us as no one mentioned it till now! (normally people would mention holidays like maybe even up to one month before it =.=).. AND ONE MORE THING! I heard that people below the age of 25 celebrates youth day still and should be awarded the holiday! CONTRADICTING isn't it! Haiz.. let's hope it's a holiday for us! PUH-LEASE~ 

Yes AHJIA if you are seeing this, I AM SMARTER THAN YOU! WAHAHA! Try harder next time ah! =D